Struggles with Infertility

Being a parent is not something that everyone has as a goal in life. But once you decide that you want to be a parent, and you are unable to, your life can either unravel, or you can try to find meaning in your struggles. This blog is me trying to find meaning.

Saturday, May 2, 2015

Here we go!

Eight days ago I called in to the clinic with cycle day one and on Monday we got the offer for FET. This time we were able to say yes. Here's the schedule:

May 15th - start Suprefact, which is a suppressant that prevents me from ovulating during the FET cycle. I also start taking daily low dose aspirin for possible clotting issues (more preventative than anything).
Around May 29th - start taking Estrace (estrodol). This starts to build up my uterine lining.
Around June 11th - ultrasound to check lining, blood work to check estrogen levels. If all looks good, I will start taking Prometrium (progesterone) for further uterine lining development and potential pregnancy support.
Sometime between June 16th and 19th, the transfer will happen.

I pulled out our big fertility file because although I know we have two totcicles, I couldn't recall what age and grade they were. We have two day six hatching blasts, average grade. Our hope is that these two embryos were the best of the lot (I had 17 eggs retrieved, 14 fertilize during the IVF in 2012 - only four made it past day three, two of which are these frozen ones) and are strong, as evidenced by having made it to day six and starting to hatch. There is a risk that one or both don't make it through thaw, but the success rate for thaw is around 90%, so we won't let that worry us too much.

Now here's the thing - Derek and I have agreed that there will be radio silence for a few weeks following the transfer. He is aware of this blog and how public I am with our fertility journey, and he's open about it as well, but we both want to (hopefully) enjoy the first few weeks of a successful pregnancy, or mourn a failure privately, before we let you all in on the results. Trust me, this will be as hard on me as it is on you, but I think it will be good for us to have something between just us, even if for a short time.

1 comment:

  1. Best of luck to you both!!! I'll be thinking of you in the coming weeks.

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