Struggles with Infertility

Being a parent is not something that everyone has as a goal in life. But once you decide that you want to be a parent, and you are unable to, your life can either unravel, or you can try to find meaning in your struggles. This blog is me trying to find meaning.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

IVF #1

The clinic called this morning and we are good to go right away!

I will be doing the Long Lupron protocol for this cycle. We start Suprefact on cycle day 21 of this cycle (which is February 2) and I'll have my baseline ultrasound on February 19th.

If all goes well, I start my injections on the 19th as well, followed by more bloodwork and ultrasounds every second day to adjust doses as needed. My tentative egg retrieval date is March 3, and we will do a three or five day transfer depending on how the embryos look.

I'm waiting for the pharmacy to call with my final list of medication and the cost. Oh my goodness, the cost. The IVF must be paid for by next Thursday and we are looking at almost $7000. That doesn't include the medication, which will be anywhere from $3000 to $5000. We are hoping our health care will cover some of the cost, but it's tricky, because while they do cover the medications, the don't 'if it's part of fertility treatments'. Stupid.

I am nervous and scared, and when I called Derek this morning to tell him the clinic has us booked in for right away, he sounded the same. We know there are no guarantees, and there are so many emotions going on in my head right now. Excitement, fear, impatience, sadness for Lara, worry that something will go wrong.

Fingers crossed for success with number one, and pray that time flies for the next five and a half weeks (how am I going to deal with an IVF two week wait? Gah!).

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